Something’s Wrong

// November 23rd, 2009 // London Diary

If I’m to quantify the goods that have come across my way this year, I may require an ‘extra sheet’ to do justice to the question. Alhamdulillah, it has been amazing. I even feel guilty of being neglectful and turning to prayer mat when in need of something while being casual otherwise. In some ways I’ve always wanted something which was better for me. So here I am, have more than what I asked for. More than what I ever dreamt of at this stage and far better than what I could plan for myself.
But for some reason, I’m not that happy. Either I’m being ungrateful, or I’m disturbed by something which I’m unable to zoom on. I don’t know why but I feel sad and depressed and am unable to focus on anything.
Maybe it’s just the negative cycle of the sinusoidal wave of life. I just hope it passes away soon.

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5 Responses to “Something’s Wrong”

  1. farooqk says:
    November 23, 2009 at 8:02 pm

    shadi karlo , if you get laid youll be happy! :D

    unless your theories are like shaikh rasheed’s ‘jab bazar main doodh milta hai ghar main bhains kyon paalain?!’, in that case, lucky you, cause youre in england! ;)

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  2. Uni says:
    November 23, 2009 at 8:11 pm

    *after scowling at the comment above*

    I know you didn’t really ask for advice, but I do find Quranic recitation/lectures and learning more about our deen really satisfying. There isn’t any rule that we can’t do both kinds of learning simultaneously… and well, frankly speaking, we are in need of teachers/instructors who are good in both deen and dunya, so give it a try ..

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  3. Something’s Wrong | Tea Break says:
    November 23, 2009 at 8:21 pm

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  4. Qurrat says:
    November 23, 2009 at 10:28 pm

    It will pass away. Like always. It always does. :/

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  5. Sophie says:
    November 24, 2009 at 3:27 pm

    I will second Farooq :)

    Try to figure out what’s bothering you. without digging the root, you wont be able to concentrate on any thing. wesay symptoms also indicate that you may be in love :P

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